||[Mar. 29th, 2007|07:11 am]
There are good days and bad days, this week has been mostly bad days. I wake up in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep worrying about work. I've told my bosses and they offer sympathy and hang in there. My stomach hurts most of the time, I've been to the Doctor's. It's nothing organic, thankfully. But, it's been going for almost a year now. I've posted my resume in several places, one bite, the didn't work out once they found out my age and present salary requirements. I feel trapped and can't get out.. If it weren't for the youngest still being in school, I'd quit the job, sell the house and move somewhere. There's the other rub, I don't know for sure where I would want to move to, and I like the money. So here I am unhappily stuck at a job that's making me ill in a place that is so say the least very insular and backward. Guess, I'll go post on some other job boards and hope for the best.